Sanpixee The Alien: Numb
Please wake my brain up.
Please wake my brain up.
I am so numb right now, no home, no bonds, no feeling.
My main faith is in the tactile. My faith is in caresses, these keys I feel between my fingertips.
My faith lays in the transient, the illusion of time, the illusion of like, the illusion of love.
My faith lays in unconditional love, and that love is in 5 people.
And if God is unconditional love then I know God and I feel him and I know the bliss of a connection
Of a powerful support, an encapsulation that keeps me suspended when I would otherwise collapse.
So this new numb lay in the yearning for part of this transience to remain fixed
To debunk my own theory that only unconditional love is permanent
And that other love loyalty and support can coexist alongside the pillars and standards of unconditional love in my life.
Until then, I’ll remain numb… I guess.
