Truths: Attempt #2
What am I afraid of?
I am afraid of sharing my life – of having someone experience the cranky morning person the person who likes to sleep in on Saturday mornings, the reality show loving, eat late at night loving, internet blogging person who may not have matching underwear and who tends to curse when pissed and likes to be held sometimes with minimum talking and likes to be talked to sometimes with minimum hugging who likes to be watched but not peeped at who does not mind being looked at but hates being stared at and whose body is sometimes work hard from disciplined gym workouts and whose body can sometimes be soft and meaty from slacking off sometimes I look really hot and put together and like a knockout and sometimes i go out like out at night with jeans and flats and my glasses on and i am one of those women who has still not really found out what really attracts guys when she is wearing what but i know what makes me look cute and i am afraid of those who would not get along with my friends and will say something bad about my friends and those that my family may not like or who may say something bad about my family then i will have to defend my family from the loose disrespectful tongue of this person i may really really be nervous about having my beliefs questioned of having a human who i have not grown up with challenge all that i have worked so long and hard to figure out what i believe.
